OK so I did not post right away, but my intentions are always good. I am so confused with this new-found freedom. I am not actually alone, but do have 2 adult children living with me, but they have their own lives so I am not really included. I am working many hours but wish I had more of a purpose in my life. I am a case manager in a local hospital so I feel I try to help save the world a little piece at a time; but sometimes I think I am drowning in "self-pays" and "non-documented" citizens. I want to help these people but after all the work I do I am not so sure I have made a difference. The area I feel I could make a difference is the area of providing durable medical equipment (such as wheelchairs and oxygen) for those that are uninsured or under insured. I recently provided a transport chair for an adult with cerebral palsy out of my bonus pay and felt so good. I cannot tell anyone else about it but in the rare chance anyone would read this they know who it is, but I promised myself I would never tell anyone so I would not receive any kudos for this. I do not deserve it. I am a human being that owes something to others; so anyway I can help should be considered a gift from God to me and please keep it confidential. I am considering opening a non-profit agency to provide DME's to those who simply cannot afford it. I am saving for this so watch for something in the future.
The thing I like about this blog is no one... and I mean no one that I know, knows anything about this so I can speak what I really feel.