Where is it written that someone can
guillotine my life and not look back?
Where do I look for comfort when
the only world I have known for years
Is taken from me?
Whom do I listen to when I ask…
“Where were you God”?
And silently know he was holding me
Who touches me in the night
when you always held my hand?
Who says “I love you” when I say
“I love you so much”
I am not sure where to even
look for answers.
A man of God would have
rebuked the devil as he tried
To hold you hostage for another
Committing adultery-even in your mind
was the one thing you assured me you
Would never do
But you did
And did not even look back
God will forgive you
I will forgive you
But you will never be clean in your soul
You will always be “that man who cheated”
Not to just me, but to my family
God
and yourself